Well it’s been a little while. I find myself having to write these types of post more and more often; explaining my absence from the blog, and for some reason finding it necessary to apologise.
In the last couple of months I’ve purposely taken a bit of a step back from blogging, because it has started to feel a lot more like a chore than a pleasure. I’ve written on more than one occasion about feeling a pressure to conform when it comes to blogging, and at the moment, it’s not a pressure that I feel I need. Life has been so busy lately, and continues to be so; I rarely find myself with a free day to just completely relax and do nothing. Most of this busyness is merely down to fun days out and meeting up with people, and so I don’t feel as though I can reasonably complain; but in all honesty it’s beginning to take its toll a little bit, and removing blogging from the equation has been one little concession that I’m happy to have made to try and clear my head.
Frankly, with current events being what they are, complaining about being busy with a Monday to Friday working week and social engagements at the weekend feels entirely out of order, but putting things into perspective by acknowledging the horror in the world is easier said than done sometimes.
All I will say is that despite considering giving up the whole blogging thing entirely, I’ve decided that I ultimately I like it too much, and I’m going to keep things ticking over for the rest of the year. In the somewhat arbitrary way that the new year suggests the need for a new start, I’ll be back with a bang in 2016, or at least I’ll try and commit to a more regular posting schedule before deciding that this just doesn’t work for me, and ultimately ending up writing yet another one of these types of posts.
I’m also going to spending some time getting back to reading blogs. Reading went the way of writing in terms of blogging, and I’m not even sure why. I get as much pleasure out of reading the posts of the bloggers that I admire, as from writing posts myself, so I don’t know why I let that whole thing fall by the wayside. If you start getting comments on posts from two months ago, it’s because I’m playing catch up!
By this point, it’s unlikely that I have that many regular readers left, but part of the new start will be committing to the idea that I am absolutely writing this blog for me, as a record of my oh-so-busy life, so it shouldn’t matter who is reading and who isn’t!